19, 5’7”140 · 135 · 130 · 125 · 120 · 115 · 110 · 105 · 100 · 95 · 90Ask?Tumblr (3.0; @lungs-flood)http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d9581d08301d6a9bff76af1914d165e4/tumblr_mh3qf4zh8L1r9ouy2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46480037041http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46480037041Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:40:28 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9zuwmQUZl1qb5t88o1_r1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://crystvllized.tumblr.com/post/46450454354/vintage-photography">crystvllized</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://crystvllized.tumblr.com/"><strong>vintage photography </strong>☯✝</a></p> </blockquote>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479754502http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479754502Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:36:43 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me0o59SAB71qj7piio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://sierrafuckingtinsley.tumblr.com/post/46461892791/susanna-kaysen-played-by-winona-ryder-in-girl">sierrafuckingtinsley</a>:</p> <blockquote> <blockquote> <div><em>Susanna Kaysen played by </em><em>Winona Ryder in </em><em>Girl Interrupted 1999</em></div> </blockquote> <p>ugh can i just be her please</p> </blockquote>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479509678http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479509678Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:33:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/989a346dce87fb8155dcde48c01c4e9e/tumblr_mkciahFvS81s9y0beo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479195974http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46479195974Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:29:28 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/6ce025a553d1c452d16aae9472f837c5/tumblr_mjo6ubFUDO1rl2hgmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478771413http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478771413Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:24:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_looccgBByE1qe6wcdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478721726http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478721726Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:23:21 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/4c9d697bd81c3b282e2540544c21f5a2/tumblr_mjwv5ihZJt1r5l267o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478654661http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478654661Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:22:29 -0400<p>today:</p> <ul><li><span>apple cinnamon juice</span></li> <li><span>orange pepper/celery/tomato/lime juice</span></li> <li><span>1 yogurt cup</span></li> </ul>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478589795http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46478589795Wed, 27 Mar 2013 23:21:41 -0400intakei don't know whether to count the yogurt as cheatingmy general rule for fasting is just 'no solid foods'<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d7348b8815fd85693ecb297a138c43ad/tumblr_mfk63kGGYi1rs3giao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398393176http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398393176Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:20:48 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mazyun0tO11rd38rao1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398204982http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398204982Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:18:04 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3a83203eea04f2fd516fab52b03b8048/tumblr_mka9594WAL1rut9u9o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398028865http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46398028865Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:15:29 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/fd3aee490ddff2809b7246434e2b0f3d/tumblr_mk8hub7SQv1s9nxheo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397587109http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397587109Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:09:09 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7f6733cccd3df4a7bd481c41c4f8accd/tumblr_mk75bypEkq1r6posoo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397473589http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397473589Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:07:32 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdyseunRxa1qi2qyfo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397343318http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397343318Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:05:40 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9bd98c8474c34af6678fafe81a03427e/tumblr_mi7zl6j2Vg1rvcsvxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://primaries.tumblr.com/post/43083262091/sem-t-tulo-by-valitova-on-flickr">primaries</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/somewhere-in-u/5519890016/" title="sem título">sem título</a> by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/somewhere-in-u/">valitova</a> on Flickr.</p> </blockquote>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397261497http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397261497Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:04:31 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/165042c2b4604151081b4b68b7c70b93/tumblr_mhum0pJ5EE1qet0epo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397158089http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46397158089Wed, 27 Mar 2013 00:03:06 -0400<p>today:</p> <ul><li><span>grape juice</span></li> <li><span>strawberry apple juice</span></li> <li><span>spicy hot V8</span></li> <li><span>cinnamon apple tea w/ chocolate almond milk and stevia</span></li> </ul>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46396867135http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46396867135Tue, 26 Mar 2013 23:59:06 -0400intake<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c351543e02a119ed44b4dc43f67e338a/tumblr_mjzw4j46jC1qea25ko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46323031924http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46323031924Tue, 26 Mar 2013 03:10:37 -0400<p>Today I ate:</p> <ul><li>frozen yogurt drops (100)</li> <li>two ginger candies (40)</li> </ul><p><!-- more --></p> <p><span>I&#8217;m going on a three day fast starting tomorrow.</span></p> <p>I want this to actually, properly hurt me this time. I don&#8217;t know if I want to end up in a hospital. But I want to look&#8230; sick.</p> <p>I&#8217;m not blind. I can see my rib cage through my chest and back. Every single vertebrae of my spine slopes through me like a mountain range. My shoulder blades glide under my skin and my collar bones could hold water enough to drink. My face isn&#8217;t the face of a young girl anymore. Every curve has been replaced by angled cheeks and hollow eyes.</p> <p>But the rest of me.</p> <p>All that is left. All that I hate.</p> <p>All of me needs to go away.<br/>I&#8217;ve thrown away everything else. Now I need something to show for it.</p>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46322851443http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46322851443Tue, 26 Mar 2013 03:05:00 -0400personalintake<p>I kept stopping when people got concerned. I didn&#8217;t want to be noticed.</p> <p>But I always come back. Always.</p> <p>Only this time, there&#8217;s no one left to worry.</p>http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46321922370http://lungs-flood.tumblr.com/post/46321922370Tue, 26 Mar 2013 02:39:00 -0400personal